`cant fight the moonlight

Friday, March 31, 2006

start of nationals today,and the feeling is definitely different.watching your teammates from sc play for another school.its just difficult to face the reality.i miss the times we had.i really do.i want to be a junior back in sc again.well,okay.i guess im just to distracted by many things going on.bring me back myself.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

just/youANDme
10:20 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

well!my juniors are playing for the nationals now.and i almost had a heart attack in the lecture theatre during project work talk while eemin and lauren were updating me with the scores.youve really got to see min's smses.they were like. . . just enough for me to hope to fly straight to kallang right away,and scream "c'mon girls!!!"darnn!couldnt be there for bdiv's first match!let me blame my timetable!end school at 410 every tues!!:(goodness!okay,i still can recall last year.those moments,cheering as loud as we can,trying to outshine others with our voices.we managed to do that kae!right.remember hearing the moulin rogue-cheer,remember screaming my lungs out and then get stares from ppl,but who cares!remembering jiayi crying as she cheered during our 1st nationals.ohyes,and i recall screaming with minnie and joyy to our 3 juniors:)man,i miss those times when i was in sc.del,min,lau,jia,joy..i miss my team:'(so now,i've got to meet my teammates from the other schs during nats.playing against them.ohwells!

so long and good night.

The visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
I'm standing here all along

just/youANDme
10:54 AM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

ahh.finally everything seems back to normal.except im still waiting,hopefully,for one more piece of good news.well,other than that particular matter that happened recently,nothing much took place.oh!and my sis was talking to my parents about what she may want to consider being next time after her studies.and yes,i had a shock!FORENSIC SCIENTIST!like omg!i told her immediately that maybe her sleepwalk will take place every night and one fine day she would come and kill me and then examine me:)alright,crapping!so there,i miss my squashers yet again.met mdmDELoass today,shes got a small pretty lime green clip on her hair.haha!and im happy for laura as she got into her dream school!so yeah,miss them`.alright!cant wait for march hols!and ive been reading nicholas sparks books.there are so so so TOUCHING!really!'message in a bottle' made me cry so much!like my gosh,that guy is so sweet!okayokay,go read that book,im serious:)ohwells,the weekend is ending soon,and another week in school again.nvm,march hols!!

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.

just/youANDme
7:45 PM